Disturbing thoughts on the platter

So it's in the middle of the night and you happened to be looking through sites that just doesnt cease to spur all these uncomfortable thoughts and feelings. It's like -whoa. Are all these people for real?!

It sets you thinking. To say the least.

And then you start going crazy with all these thoughts bombarding your head. One after the other. Boom; the Nagasaki's gone. Boom, so's Hiroshima. The Big Japan in ya head.

And then you come across something that reminded you of Adam&Rachel's failed rship. SIGH. You're still so not over it. (disregarding completely the fact that you've no part in it whatsoever)

Nooooo. They are were perfect together. They are were like the younger Pitt&Jolie! Grow old together, make/adopt future Brilsons..The future winners of the Family of the Year by People magazine!!! SIGH.

I'll be random and peculiar here.

You know that ten things you'd say to someone meme/or whatever it's called? The one that I think originated from the livejournal community.

Well, firstly, I certainly have a lot to say to more than just ten people. Ten will do for now. Mostly bad, because well, bad things happen. And I don't have any qualms telling people the good stuff.

1. Don't fool yourself. You know he's got you in so deep and that. is. it. Checkmate, honey.
2. Oh stop it already. It gets old way too fast. Eww you major try-hard.
3. I remember the times you'd tell me not to tell her that. And then she'd tell me not to tell you that. And yet I still fucking lose?! Go figure.
4. I dont hate you. I just hate what you did. People just dont do that. It's not right. And then you had to do it to me. And for God knows why.
5. I love you to death and would really pull out a bullet for you. But you shouldnt be doing this. I'm sorry and I love you. I just lack the balls, metaphorically speaking.
6. It isnt fair how you do it, then get it all your way. Damn the Green Queen.
7. I think we're twin souls, really. Just so fuckin' twisted and so similar yet so opposite.
8. I trusted you. All of you.
9. I'm so sorry I've failed thus far. I'm just not strong enough to get through it the proper mature way. I know that. That's why I forget on purpose. It's easier that way.
10. I will beat your sorry ass in the end. Watch me.

I guess this is what happens when you're alone in front of the computer looking/reading/thinking strange things in the wee hours. Drinking hot milo by your silly lonely self listening to sappy songs. Misery, Milo, Mellow. UGH. Spells "disaster" and "pathetic" in big bold red letters. :/

XOXO. Dontfakeit okay.